"We're all traveling through time together,
every day of our lives. All we can do is do
our best to relish this remarkable ride."
Domhnall Gleeson
At the last minute I have to change the date of the century from Saturday to Sunday. This combined with a number of club members doing an out of town ride leads me to expect a small group, possibly no group. And I am right: only two arrive to ride. Jon Wineland and Mike "Diesel Dog" Kammenish are the two. Expecting that those who did come to ride, if any, would be stronger than I am, I had already decided to ride the Cannondale for I am much faster on it than I am on the Lynskey though not nearly so comfortable. I don't understand the physics behind this. I just know that it seems to be true. I also recognize that despite my riding the Cannondale it will still be a slow pace for them, but perhaps not so wearisome as it might otherwise be. Jon, particularly, with riding a century and running the day before might even be content with the slower pace.
The weather is unusually cool for this time of year and there is wall to wall sunshine, something that has been in short supply this summer. It is delicious to roll out into the coolness. Queen Anne's Lace lines the hedgerow along with some purple Chicory and white Sweet Clover. There are a few Black Eyed Susan's, but they are mostly gone, whisked away by July. What is left whispers of their former beauty and glory. Dew covers everything in the early morning, thick and nourishing and adding a beauty to the already gorgeous scenery. I know it is very temporary, and perhaps that makes me appreciate it even more than I might otherwise. I soak it in. With winter coming and the Pandemic once more taking hold of the world, I know these days, like the dew and most things, are limited. I need this reminder of the beauty in the world, of friendship, for yesterday I was with my sister in Hospice, a living reminder of change and loss and the shortness of life. I hope this ride will help me shake some of the anger over the unfairness of it. Crippled in her twenties and now this. Life just isn't fair.
The first of this ride has a couple of climbs that test the legs a bit: Liberty Knob and the ironically named Flatwood. But I love both of these roads. There is brief, sporadic chatter and there is silence, silence that makes me remember the miles I have spent with each of the other riders. Memory after memory of the years Diesel and I have ridden together flood my brain. Diesel was the first person to talk to me on a club ride. I see him at the Back to School century in Seymour, along with Chris Quirey, as we pace lined and worried about the hill they promised us. I grin thinking of how we kept waiting for the hill and realized we had climbed it without realizing it was the grand hill the organizers had talked about. I see him on the Short Frankfort Century, allowing me to suck his wheel as we fought the winds from Hurricane Ike, signs blowing to the ground, loose gravel and sand blasting our skin until it it hurt. I remember finally reaching a pop machine and being so grateful as I could not let go of the handlebars to drink due to the wind and how, as I opened it facing the wrong direction, the wind drew the precious liquid up and out of the can without it reaching my lips.
I remember Jon and I and our picnic at Hardy Lake when we were first becoming friends. I remember our later ride where we hit gravel and came upon a cow who had just given birth, placenta still hanging and visible, and how precious it was watching the newborn calf learn to stand. How it knew instantly where Mom kept the milk. And I am warm from that day.
We take a brief wrong turn that will add a mile onto the ride, but nobody complains and we are at the first store stop before you know it. A car pulls in with the radio playing so loudly that it is an assault on the ears even from a distance. As we look in, there is a woman and child, upper bodies dancing in time with the music, obviously entranced and enjoying themselves, and hearing the music scream, "Screw you." I think of how things have changed. My mother would have put her foot down on music with those lyrics, or perhaps not. The questionable lyrics of a couple of Beatles songs float through my brain. All of us grin at her antics. I expect her to be young, but when she gets out of the car she is not so young and appears to be toothless. I think how I love the different things I see on rides. How odd each of us is. I feel quite certain that she would believe anyone riding over a hundred miles on a bicycle is quite on the edge of sanity. It is always the other person's existence that seems rather peculiar to us, locked in our own view of reality and right and wrong.
As we leave Shorts Corner to take Daisy Lane, I am glad. Shorts Corner is more demanding than Daisy Lane and Martinsburg Roads are. It is easier to keep up on flats than on hills. I have grown noticeably weaker on the hills over the years. But I suppose that is also true of the flats. Later today, I will be impressed with my 16.1 finishing average, but it has not been so long ago that every century of the Century Challenge, a five century back to back event, was over 16 each day. I quite enjoy being at the top of the rise and the view that stretches before me like a canvas of colors. Everything still lush and green despite the start of what looks to be a dry spell. How lucky I am to have the health to be here and to have friends to share it with.
My GPS has been giving me some issues, but finally decides to behave itself and I am glad to have arrows as I am less familiar with the route once we leave Salem. Orleans is late in the ride and lunch is not until about 60 miles. At lunch Diesel talks of a bad fall he had breaking five ribs and other bones. I realize I was not aware of it and I think how easily we loose touch. Not good when there are so few of us left that ride.
I think of how important it is to keep making new riding friends because so many drift off either having health problems or finding other interests or doing shorter rides. I have made so many friendships through bicycling, friends that I treasure. And while I know the day will come when I cannot ride anymore, I also know that unless it is due to sudden death, I will miss these miles, these friends, the hills, the grass, even the wind that I curse as it slaps me in the face and impedes my progress making a difficult journey even more challenging.
After lunch the head wind we have been fighting becomes a tailwind and there is a long flat stretch that allows us to fly. Since it is a small group and we have space, I drop into my aerobars which seems to help me go even faster, perhaps because the bike fit was done anticipating being in the aerobars. It seems no time before we hit Salem and the last store stop.
And then we finish. Diesel says he feels good and adds a few more miles to an already long ride. I long for a chair and water. I realize I have not drank nearly enough on this ride, a common fault of mine. Despite the cooler weather, Jon registered 86 at one point and not counting the store stops, I have not drained one water bottle. I resolve to do better next time. And I appreciate the fact that in all likelihood, there WILL be a next time. There is something healing about being on a bicycle. There is something healing about the laughter on group rides or even just the silent companionship with each knowing the other truly loves what they are doing. Doing my best to "enjoy this remarkable ride." Ride safe and ride happy.
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