"Rainy days should be spent at home
with a cup of tea and a good book."
Bill Watterson
(unless there is a brevet to complete or
it is a gentle, warm rain good for
riding in)
Me
On Thursday and Friday, I kept looking at the club calendar for a medium distance ride, fifty or sixty miles. But nothing pops up. The end of March is nigh and I only have one century under my belt, so despite the wind prediction, I decide to put a century on. There are reasons for this. It has been two weeks since my last century and the endurance benefits are fading and I intend to ride next week-ends century. It is only supposed to get down in the forties and there is supposed to be sunshine. I have spent all together too much time inside this past week. I know I will probably not ride an entire century if I ride alone and conditions get tough. And it is supposed to rain Saturday night and Sunday.
I love it when it rains the day after a century. It is as if God is giving me permission to rest and enjoy the fruits of my accomplishment. I hold it similar to the way I would feel on a brevet when I would be riding alone through the velvet darkness passing houses where everyone was still sleeping and lights were out. As if the world belonged to me and to me alone along with the rustling sounds that issued from roadsides. The sound of a dog that you just can't place and that may or may not be a foe. The deer that, startled, jumps from the roadside into the light of your hub light. I rarely ride at night anymore, but I still remember it and cherish it. And I cherish rainy days after a harder effort where you feel your rest is deserved. God tells us, after all, that our body is a temple.
I have my doubts as to whether anyone will show for the ride. Most people in the club rarely ride a century anymore unless it is a Tour de Mad Dog Century, and this is not. It is a route I have used before, but oddly have never ridden before because for today it is backwards and has different store and lunch stops. Strangely, that was not my intention when I put the ride on the calendar. I intended to do the traditional Christy. Then after either an email or text from Jon that he has decided to ride, I realize my mistake. Despite the fact it is just more evidence of a mind sliding backwards, I see the humor in it. And we run with it.
Jon does, indeed, show. I make several trips over to the firehouse and see nobody. Jon and I prepare to leave when Glenn arrives. He says he had been there but left seeing nobody, then decided to do one last drive by and maybe try to catch me via his new GPS unit. Like me, he has purchased a Wahoo. Deciding what to purchase was a real struggle for me. I really miss the street names that Garmin supplies and everyone I know who has one loves their new sun charged Garmin. But my past experience with Garmin and their help desk soured me though I have heard from numerous people that it is now much improved. In the end, I decide that I need something easy to use and this trumps all. I still roam occasionally, but am more careful distance wise than in the past. Anyway, the ease of use and the price distance were the final deciding factors. Still, this Wahoo functions differently than my old Wahoo and I am still adjusting to the differences. Some I like. Some I don't.
Glenn, Jon, and I take off. I do worry about Glenn because I know I will be slow and Glenn is anything but slow. He tells me it is fine and that he has been off most of the winter. I tell him that is what Mike and Larry told me last century when they rode with my group rather than the front group they often ride with. Winter was hard this year unless you love indoor training.
It feels strange to be stopping for a first store stop at a bit over 16 miles, but as I tell Glenn, the next store will not be until the late forties or more in North Vernon. The wind is strong and we talk about how we will have a long stretch right into it at the end of the ride. Despite the fact it is supposed to warm ten degrees during the day and the sun come out, nobody takes off a layer throughout the day. I came close, but am glad I didn't. I never sweated heartily enough to justify stopping and I hate those rides where I have to stop and keep putting things on and taking things off.
Daffodils seem to be blooming everywhere and I love how they brighten the earth. Nothing screams spring so much as daffodils. When I see the first one, I know spring is real and I made it through another winter. The purple flowers that blanket fields are just starting, not yet brilliant but beginning to show in the way that makes you look twice to ensure it is not just your imagination giving you what it knows you want to see. No Redbuds or Dogwoods yet and none were expected. Fields remain neglected, remains of last years harvest on their faces, awaiting plowing. I tell Jon it won't be long now and the farmers will begin. Soil will be turned or no-tilled. The greening of the earth is beginning, but it still lacks the brilliance that will come. Trees are starting to bud out, but the green mist that will appear and burgeon has not yet arrived; it is only promised in the blurring of their stark outlines.
Glenn rides ahead and we don't see him again until the next store stop in Vernon. I am glad he feels he can do this. I tell both him and Jon about my granddaughter at the museum last week-end. We were passing some ancient pottery on display and I hear her tell her little sister, "These are really, really old. They're even older than Grandma." How I laughed. And the point of the story is that I don't want anyone who rides to feel they have to stay back with Grandma. Grandma put this route together and is very familiar with the roads and when I point them together, I was alone. Indeed, while I love to share a course I put together, I would rather ride alone than have someone have to ameliorate their pace to match my slower one. I was once fast enough to know how painful that slowness can be.
Before the lunch stop, Glenn begins to fade and asks me to reach and get him a gel. I suggest we stop and he get it not saying but thinking it would not be good if I knocked both of us down onto the pavement trying to reach into his pocket. While we are stopped, I think of one brevet where Steve Rice was too cold to retrieve his gel and how I had to help him since his fingers were no longer working the way they should. This leads to the time I could not get my gloves back on my damp hands and he put them on me as if I were a child. We are very near lunch when this happens and we reach the lunch stop with no issue. Unfortunately, the restaurant is not yet open but the winery is with a reduced menu. I tease Jon about my being right about the opening only to later find neither of us was right. The opening was not this week-end as he believed or next week-end as I believed, but this coming Wednesday.
The waitress is familiar with us as we ride there in the summer quite often and brings a round of water with lemon for everyone without even asking. The food is delicious though a bit on the pricey side. Surprisingly, service is quick despite the nice size crowd there when we arrive. Lunch seems to revive Glenn and while he stays with us the rest of the ride, he could obviously drop me if he would like as could Jon.
After lunch the sun is out full blast, but the wind has not dropped and remains strong, flags whipping out wildly. At times, it is slow going, but if you are going to ride, you have to accept that there will often be wind trying to push you backwards. On the reverse side, there are times when it pushes you forward, but not on this ride, at least at this point in the ride. Toward the end it is all headwind. We decide that with the late lunch, we don't need another store stop and finish the ride out. The last half mile or so is the only little bit without a head wind and it is good to turn and have just a crosswind. It is even better to see the end. I have enjoyed the ride and while I could ride further if necessary, my strength is ebbing.
But I like knowing that I did not waste the day and that I have prepared myself for the next century. The wind made the preparation even more valuable as it tests not only the body, but the mind, and in distance riding one's mind is just as or more important, that ability to work through the times you want to stop but really don't have to. Maybe life is like that at times? Anyway, it was good to see spring. And now I can sit and read and write and listen to the rain outside with the satisfaction of knowing my body really does need the rest and recovery and that I did not waste the week-end and what turned out to be, following a cloudy morning, beautiful spring day. Even though I am not as old as the pots in the museum, I still am old. The day is coming when this door will also be closed to me, but not yet. I am blessed.
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